...February. Most because it's Natalya's birthday month. But also because it's a whole month of reminding us what and who is special to us. Hearts and red and mushy and sweet and chocolate everywhere. I am gonna miss the days when I stop seeing paper heart crafts around here.
My weekend camping trip was a success. It really wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I am glad that it was only two nights though because the nights were hard. Mostly the beds were hard. But it was also cold. We slept in cabins that apparently were the best out there meaning that they had four enclosed walls.
All eight girls got to sleep in one cabin which they LOVED. We're not sure what happened after the two adults said "goodnight" but apparently there were some scary stories and burping and flashlight tag.
It was horse camp so the girls got to groom and take the horses on a trail ride. Natalya said it was all too easy. I reminded her that most of the girls there had never even touched a horse before and I said she had better count her blessings.
They got to learn about compasses, prepare and make their own meals including smores and ice cream, take nature hikes, and even earn a few badges.
I mentioned that I wanted to do this because I really wanted to have the time with Natalya. I don't get as much alone time with her as I would like. The whole weekend was sorta hard in that I tried to give her space she needed (and frankly, wanted). When I moved in close, I pulled back. And I watched. I really am proud at how confident and independent she is. As hard as it is to watch her step away from me sometimes I do have to remember that that is all that I have wanted for her. 10 is gonna be a big year.
Monday, February 7, 2011 at 08:30PM 
